my purpose

My purpose in life is what God wants me to do that is according to his will...

During my early teenager life, I really thought what was the reason why I am living in this world? As i go through my reflections I believe that I am here just for my family, my friends and especially for my self. I grew up with this beliefs. I go to school everyday just to get adventure, get good grades and be on top. After this, when I finished college I can have work and earn money so that I could repay all the sacrifices of my parents.

But I felt an emptiness inside my heart. There is something lacking...so I searched for an answer!

Now, I just realized after I read the book of Rick Warren entitled,"The Purpose Driven Life" that my real purpose why I am here is to do the Will of God. Follow his rules and share the words. Then, lastly, it starts from God and it will ends to God...I am blessed now because I found him, accept him and love him more than anyone else. Next is my family they were my both inspiration to survive in this world.

To my Futuremate(Starlight Tears)

Maghihintay ako sa iyo
Abutin man ako ng ilang taon dito
Sinubukan ko na lahat ng paraan
Upang sa'yo ay mapalapit lang.

Pero parang ikaw na mismo, ang sa akin lumalayo
Minsan sa iyo'y naitanong ko pa nga
Bakit ba ganyan ang 'yong ginagawa?
Sagot mo, "dahil ako'y nahihiya".

Sa sagot mong may tatlong salita
Ako'y napaisip sa aking gunita
Ano ba ang ibig sabihin nito?
Maaari bang paki-elaborate mo?

Kahit na tayo'y magkapit-bahay lang
Ramdam ko na kay layo mo kaibigan
At kahit ako'y lumipat ng institusyon
Nananatili pa ring ganoon ang aking emosyon.

Daing ng puso ko'y mahal kita
Sana ay iyo ng makita
Pumuti man ang buhok ko
Ako'y maghihintay pa rin sa iyo...